That special person

I meet him about a month or so ago. I feel like i have know him my whole life. He hold this special place in my heart. I’m not sure where this road we are on is leading us. I love him he become an important friend will there be more am not sure but either way he will always be someone i will love. Am not sure why i feel so connected to him, I have my theory of why. But mostly because God put us in eachother life. I thank him for that because no matter what happens i have this friend who will always be in my life even with time n space well always come back to this place. Well be friends forever n ever. He’s not perfect he has his own load to carry but i want to help him support the load to remove it one item at a time. I want him to see that love is the best gift a person can give and recieve and when that love is not base on conditional or expectations its an even greater love. Its freeing to the spirit and soul. 

I just don’t know

Am in the halls of a hospital waiting along side a friend that more like a sister to hear the outcome of a love one. As i look through the window i can see the many people waiting also to hear the news of love ones.  Who are in the hands. Of these doctor and God. I keep wandering if i have the sense of feeling things that is coming or have come to past. The reason i say this is i watch myself and my sleeping habits there always something strange that happens to me. Its my connect and pray that God would use me and i feel like he does.so i guess i know more then i think i don’t know.

What the freak

I got on the scale and i cant believe i gained my weight back this sucks but i wont give up. I am going to continue to think positive and believe this is just a rock in my path. I dont believe i am suppose to unhealthy. I have to get focus. Love myself first. 

Love

Goodmorning my heart is________

I love my self because___________

People love me because__________

Yhwh loves me because___________

Let his will be Done

Congrats to Donald Trump!!

Greeting I know it’s been sometime since I have wrote anything. Well Yesterday we find out the Donald Trump will be the Next President of The USA.  LIke many other we just have to wait and see what he really does know that he is in office.  will he build the bridge or burn in down like so many Presidents before him. For me this is all a Spiritual thing.  My only duty is to pray for those that are leader.

I am not a Register Vote and I feel that is my God giving right.  But  it is also my duty as a child of YHWH to  be humble to pray for the leaders.  All Authority is appointed by YHWH.  I give him all the praise.

I was looking at this thing about celebrity leaving if Trump became President well that is the crazyiest thing i have heard of  most celebrity already have home outside of the USA.   I keep up with everything that was going on and we have become a broken country. NO matter who would have won there will be trials before the blessing. So be patience and hopeful for ABBA  has something great awaiting us.

silence

This is a short story about a girl and a boy.   back a few years ago i meet this couple that from afar seem like they have everything going good. communication seen to be on track and the guy well he seem to take care of the women. A few years past and  that images start to corrupt. They no longer where adults in relationships but two children.  The boy he didn’t know how to stop breaking  her toys  one piece after another.  Well she was no better She didn’t know how to stop fixing the toys that he broke.  It seem that the once great relationship I thought i was looking at was full of mistreatment and  lonelness.  it was also full of lies and judgments.    I offend wander about them two did they make it or did they both grow up.  I don’t talk with them anymore so there no way for me to know But I pray that they grew up and started thinking about their children more.

The reason i wanted to tell this short story was because sometime life is not perfect  we make mistakes  and we have to ask forgiveness. we can’t lie to the world when YHWH(God) knows us. why do we where about what people think or will say that shouldn’t be important, what should be important is the way we care ourselves.  we should always want the best for eachother and for the children we bring into the world. it’s not about you anymore.