I have to say am very surprise that this change is not coming so easy for me. I am all about change. But for some reason this new change is not work as fast as i would have hope. I keep wanting to look at the scale and see 10 pound lose even 5 pounds i would be happy with but all i am seeing is 1 pound and up and down. I am a scale person I love weighting myself. I did it twice a day once in the morning and right before i go to bed. I keep thinking this should be nothing I have done this before with no problem of course I had the green smoothie which where a big encouragement for me to be healthy. At the end of the day I want to be one of those 50,60.70 year old one who goes walking and exercise and people come up to me and ask me how i look so good at my age.
I can’t wait to get back in the gym i really miss going but right now i don’t have the money to go. I do what i call bathroom work out for know. I love fruit and veggies so i eat alot of those I am determine to make the change i need in my life am not giving up i feel like i have been doing that my whole life giving up on myself. Not today and not know or ever YHWH Gave me a gift and i plan on usng it. YHWH wake me up this morning and I plan on being thankful for everything he has done for me. Yahushua in preparing a kingdom for me and I will show that i am worthy to be in the present. I will fight til the day i die to be a better person.